I started this blog for several reasons.
1. With all of my free time, I had been reading a lot more. I felt that writing about what I read would make that time seem like time spent productively (whether or not this is true remains a mystery).
2. I used to love creative writing in high school. That love of writing had since been sucked away thanks to university and the wonder that is the 30+ page report. Getting back into writing about things I care about in a creative way seemed like a nice way to rekindle my love of writing.
and 3. It was supposed to be therapeutic. And I think it has been mostly so far. I read things, feel things, write about things, and then chat about them with whoever feels so inclined to respond. Books as therapy is not a new concept. Just take a stroll through your friendly neighbourhood bookstore self-help section and you'll see what I mean. These books can be outrageous, preachy, ridiculous, sincere, honest, indulgent, and yes, sometimes helpful. I've been known to snub my nose at some and swear by others (Re: He's Just Not That Into You by Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo - It's a seriously funny and, I'm afraid, truthful hard look at understanding men, or at least trying to).
But why am I talking about self-help books?
Well, two Christmases (Christmi?) ago I received a self-help book as a gift. Its goal was to encourage the readers, presumed "
perfectionists," to "
live more recklessly." The book was
Wreck This Journal by Keri Smith. I thought this was a hilarious gift! A book with complete instructions on how to destroy it page by page. And how appropriate to give it to me, the girl who will read a book awkwardly from cover to cover without cracking the spine, "dog-earing" a page, or laying it out, splayed openly to save my page.
Well, I would accept the challenge this book offered, and so I began my journey. It took me 2 days to figure out how to crack the spine the best way. I suffered through writing the page numbers on each page, just so, as the book instructed. I coloured a few pages, stepped on some, spilled coffee on others, and then, just 9 tasks in, I quit.
I still don't know if I quit because I simply got bored, forgot, or because the challenge became too much. I'm sure it was one of the first two options (as the last one seems a bit dramatic, even for me).
But today, in an effort to fulfill the mission of my blog, which is something about using books to gain a better understanding of myself and the world (and let's face it, pure entertainment value), I am vowing to finish wrecking this journal. A task a week until it's finished. And as the book says, I will dedicate my journey "to perfectionists all over the world."
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Taken from the introduction to Smith's Wreck This Journal |